I’m not enough

It’s called atelophobia, the fear of never being enough.

Alice is of rare sensitivity. She ascends and descends deep into her heart to find the missing pieces of her.

Yet her puzzle is already well established and no jarring pieces are noticeable.

But she is not satisfied, she thinks she is in a perennial defect. Thus, she continually tries to improve some aspects, to be able to live up to every situation. And anxiety ends up taking over.

Her breath shortens, her hands start shaking, her gaze lowers and she feels small among giants.

But if she opened her eyes, at the very moment she would like to disappear, she would see that those giants are shadows and even imperfect.

To be worthy of someone or something, is enough to feel such.

There is no code for evaluating one’s worth with others. Our uniqueness is more than enough to live on an equal footing.

So dear Alice, continue your journey within yourself but only to bring out all your true beauty.

Trust me, you are enough.